Cannot Sleep, Again.

Author: erics, Posted October 9th, 2009 at 12:56:25am

Useless all day, now awake and depressed. I will finish Jer’s work tomorrow if it kills me.

At least I have the long weekend with Naomi to look forward to. We are going up to Woodstock Saturday morning to visit a friend and check out the fall foliage up there. Later Saturday night we have the Rocky Horror Reunion Part Duece starting at 9pm in the City. Busy day, and all of it spent with my awesome, lovely wife.

I try to keep in mind all of the goodness in my life, especially my Nomi. The hardest for me is the lack of employment. I do not want everything I have worked for to be lost. Been in this home for 15 years, and I have no intentions of losing it if I can do anything about it.

I just want to get some sleep, so I can code my fingers off all day tomorrow. Please let me have a good day and be as productive as I know I can be. Usually I can do in a day what it take others a week to do, now I am bogged down and I hate it. No more meds. I need my brain back.

This blog thing is pretty cool. I never thought I would take to it like this. All I wanted was a place to store code and how-to’s. Go figure!

Categories: Health Issues, Personal, Rants Tags: depression, insomnia, life, Personal, rant